- I stayed up last night to finish the book "Confessions of a Shopaholic". Mainly to get it over with. There may (or may not) be a full review later, but only after I get back those hours I've wasted reading when I should have been sleeping. I'll make up for it tonight - I also borrowed a couple of PTerry books ( Read more... )

I dunno if it's the heat, or the short vacation (should it have happened? should it have been longer?), or just the mundane-ness of life, but boy am I in a rut ( Read more... )

I can tell when I'm in a funk. Nothing gets done. My to-do list is abandoned and neglected. I don't run as much as I should. (Got out yesterday. Didn't have a setback. Go me.)

( It's rare when I can pin the source down... )

1. It could have been worse. Much worse. In ways I don't even want to entertain right now. So I shan't complain anymore ( Read more... )

Late last night (well, early this morning), it stormed ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm a bit calmer. I've come to the realization that all I can do is what I can do ( Read more... )

- I was sitting here on the couch this morning, trying to decide on swallowing down another panic attack and just giving in and crying it out, when the phone rings. BFJeff must have some sort of ESP when it comes to my mental health... We talked about silly stuff for a half-hour ( Read more... )

I'm kind of glad this is the last day Andy has to be at work early. Because the cats are only halfway decent company - they're either asleep or wanting to go out.

So. Working on not being eaten alive by brain weasels. Putting up my Royal Guard, which for some reason resemble an unicorn, a shark, a lion, and a frog...

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So, a panic attack snuck up on me this morning.

And when the deep breathing and housework didn't help the feeling of a sumo wrestler sitting on my chest and slapping me around the head-neck-and-shoulders, I picked up my notebook and wrote about it.

In script form, awaiting me to find the time and energy to draw it.

I feel better.

Take that, ( Read more... )

I slept in today. Until past eleven. But I've gotten more done this morning than I have all week. Which makes me think I needed to stay in bed until the butt-crack of noon ( Read more... )